maybe i should start using this again.  I don't even know.  Myspace is pretty sweet, but I feel like in xanga I can express my feelings more because it "forces" me to write.  There's no sending other people private messages, but leaving public comments, and there's no picture page, but the pictures that you CHOOSE to post. 

So much...shit has happened in my life since the last time I updated. I've definitely lost a friend over something wayyy stupid and i HATE it [the only thing i'm telling you is that it's a guy].  I'm not going to badmouth him or say bad things about him, but I wish he could just grow up and talk to me about it instead of ignoring me.  I've made an attempt to talk to him, and I feel so awful because the whole situation is in a way my fault, but i've explained it to him over and over again before and he ignores me.  i hate it.

Umm so another pretty sweet thing in my life is that Kyle [Guilfoil-austin's older brother] brings me home everyday, so now i'm getting home around 3:30-3:35 instead of 4:45-5:00.  He's like my hero .. haha.

Gahhh I don't even know what to write about anymore! So much has happened and I really don't feel like covering it all.  Some good, some bad. some funny, some sad. 

whatever.
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xanga sucks.
like, no joke.

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wow, it's been a while hasn't it?
No matter how hard I try, I can't leave xanga, even though myspace is wayyy better.

So yesterday I woke up at like, 8:15 and took a shower/got ready/packed my stuff for South Carolina.  My dad stopped at Publix to get me a Vogue magazine, and some gummy bears =]   Then, we went to Rock Hill to see my grandparents.  I stayed up until like, 10 with my grandmother watching Mr. and Mrs. Smith..haha.  It really wasn't that bad, except I kinda hate Angelina Jolie.  She has gross lips, too.  Then, here comes the nerdy part, I stayed up until 12 reading.  Yes, reading.  I promise I have a life!! haha! I would've call someone from my cell phone, but I didn't have my charger with me, so whatever!

Then, today I woke up around the same time as yesterday, and took a shower/got ready and me and my dad drove to columbia to see my cousins and aunt and uncle.  We got there at like, 12 something, I think.  Matt was there (so were my aunt and uncle) but anna wasn't because she went shooting.  Yes, shooting.  Like, guns..haha! She got home at like, 4 something I think, but during that time we all pretty much hung out in the living room with them, talking and watching T.V.  We watched these monkeys eat potatoes and then chase each other around..yea, don't ask. Then, everyone except me and my aunt went to go watch matt shoot squirrels? I don't know what that was all about..lol!  So then Anna got hime with whoever she was with (who matt was threatening to kill..haha!) and she and I went to the mall.  We had to be back by 6, so we only went to American Eagle (where she got pants) and Hollister (where I got pants).  Then, she stopped by Rushes for me and I got something to eat. 

On the way home it was hilarioussssss.  Not even kidding.  Anna should never listen to rap music again..haha! I don't think I've ever seen her like that =]
TWO WORDS: REAL BIG!!! hahaha I'm pretty sure only anna and me know what that's referring to! 
 

So we got back to her house and I ate my dinner and then went back to the living room, where they were all still sitting.  We took some pictures of me, anna, and matt, and then me and my dad left.  He went to the grocery store to get me more gummy bears =] and then I fell asleep in the car, and now I'm home!

my mom is in the process of re-doing my room, and I'm almost scared to see what it looks like! I'll def. take some pictures of it when it's finished though!

Yea, so this is pretty much a long enough update.  For a while, at least. 
If you know my number, call me and we'll plan something for this week or weekend!
Love you!!!

no more braces!!!!!!!!

hey everyone!
Ok..last entry fo sho this time.

Soo much has happened since I last updated.  I went to south carolina for thanksgiving.  Wayyy too much family for me, but oh well.  Thanksgiving consisted of watching movies all day with my cousins and then going to the mall at 1-4am.  Good times.  Hollister wasn't opened though, so that sucked. 

Umm..yea.  I also got attacked by a dog in case you were wondering about the bruises on my arms and legs.  Don't worry..my parents don't beat me! haha! But yea, I was babysitting and he randomly attacked me.  I was about to cry it hurt so damn bad.  The bruises on my arms have almost gone away, but my legs..yea, they look awful. 

I was supposed to hang out with Michael on Friday, but he never called me back, so I dunno what's going on with that.  I was gonna hang out with him today, but I don't know his number because he always calls me from brian's phone and he's not with brian right now..so whatever.  There's always next weekend or one day after finals this week I guess. 

Ugh..so right now I'm about to go to my parent's friend's house for a christmas party or something...BORING! Call me and give me something to do because I'm gonna be there for like, 4 hours!

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[edit later with what's been going on in my life..maybe!]